what's the point of anyth when u turn ard and
realised thr's no one walking with you?

how fcuking ironic.
i created this sculpure blabberin abt hoping to
inspire ppl, giving them hope.
yeah right, i cant even do that to myself.

this myriad of emotions,
i cant comprehend either.

might be stress or the culmination of all the bad thgs.

i wish i have smone to talk to.
but apparently, i cant evn open my mouth to tell
anyone whts bothering me.

and the only person i wna turn to is you.
yet, you chose to turn away.

recalled pervert's motto.
what wont kill us will only make us stronger.

sure enough this shit ive been thru this yr made
me stronger.
but it made me jaded as well.
ive lost the slightest desire to hope for anyth
at all.

whats the point of hoping for anyth when you jolly
well knw that in the end, you go back to square one.

i realise i have nothing, nothing at all.